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2008-01-07   12:05 a.m.

I was dreading so much our family lunch today, more than usual.

I see my family pretty often, but today I was really realizing what I must look like to them. The big awkward oddity in the perfect family.

So this morning before the family day I swore to myself this is the last time I will feel that way.
There is no reason for me to go on acting like an irresponsible brat who just wants more candy.

I didn't eat chocolate today. YEAH!
Tomorrow I'll weigh in and face the ugly numbers.

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